Crushed in my Crushes........

Alicia Silverstone boy is she beautiful, but have you seen her in 'crush'?
However, this aint a blog where i narrate my ordeal with a girl like that as the life has been good to me so far
From what i remember my first crush was on my lovely keralite teacher with very Malaika Arora kinda build. I was in class four and fortunately was very active in everything but studies. So, everytime i brought a prize in Elocution the rerward apart from the cup was a warm hug( i certainly looked forward with great eagerness for the latter). everytime we won the 4 x 100 relay the reward was a cute smile and a gentle touch on my cheek with a bonus medal which i could share with the outside world ( i definately would not share the first).
She brought spring to my heart and sent chill shivers in the rest of my body.I know that was very innocent on her part but had she known the wonders it does to my mind,soul and body, she would have never done that. But with all gratitude i started writing poetry very early in my life.
I grew up, changed my school and memories faded.... phi ek din apne muhalle main Juhi aayee.... apna dil chakkar kha gaya ..... dimaaag phir takkar kha gaya ....boy was she an angel.... we were nieghbours and she was an year junior to me ( i was in class sixth then).
We had everything in common ..... and we spent many a unforgetfull evenings on our by bed hand-in-hand listening to Boney M and King Presley and reading sherlock holmes ......we had every intention of getting married and i still remember the name our kids that were never to be...... her father got a transfer after 6 months of innocent love.
Then there was a time every girl i saw was beatiful, and i estimate i have been in love atleast a thousand times in that period of three years .How can i forget the endless painful nights i spent thinking of Lisa Ray when i saw her in The Afreen video.All i dreamt about was her and i can tell you i slept a lot.
My brother married the most beautiful girl i have ever seen and my heart wept for the first time, being stabbed by a guy whom i thought my own. I remember writing a love letter to my bhabhi and she said yes but i guess she was more in love with my brother than me.
Then was a lull in my life so colourfull .Not that the girls seized being beautifull or i had switched sides, but just because someone did not like my being flirtious to others, especially girls. I had a numerous crushes and all were crushed beneath the burden of sacrifice called Love.
And then one fine day she got married and i was a free bird and could not be any happier.
The whole world changed dramatically in a day.Girls never had been this beautiful before and i was totally madly deeply in love with one of my senior's girlfriend but alas neither did she appreciate it nor that heartless senoir and not to mention i nursed a broken heart and i broken jaw at the same time.Life can be CRUEL and UNSYMPATHETIC at times.
I finished college was working happily in HP until i saw this incredibly gorgeous girl and i just felt like a kid again. I asked her out we went out for a couple of times and then she went to Timbaktu leaving me my feelings , my emotions and me .
To overcome that sorrow i quit HP joined Cognizant .I left bangalore and came to chennai.Things were so best described as normal with training and stuff . And one fine of a Chennai day we moved to another Facility and lo my life changed a girl so angelic and divine that my heart started pounding everytime i saw her( it used to pound earlier too but i never noticed).
Twist in the tail in a couple of days she completed her training and was shifted to some other location. I don't know her name ,her domain or anything about her..... but i can't just forget that face that made the world such a beatiful place to live in .
P.S This is a work of fiction and any resemblence to anyone dead or alive is purely coincidental.